The things that shouldn't have been...

The things that shouldn't have been...

The Annual Update...

Yes, 2005 has passed by, and most of the media houses have come up with their updates of how year was and what the year was. The year, that was. Lets sum up.

Jan 2005 : Hic. Hic. Heck. Hectic.
Feb 2005 : Des - paration. Des - ires. Des - tiny.
Mar 2005 : Pink. Pink Floyd. Floyd.
Apr 2005 : Coming back to life.
May 2005 : Encumbered by ambition
Jun 2005 : Rise again. Joined race for CAT.
Jul 2005 : Vagabond in me. Change of base.
Aug 2005 : Autumn. Yellow. Leaves. Wind.
Sep 2005 : 23 Years.
Oct 2005 : Accident. Injury to buddy.
Nov 2005 : CAT. and dogs and rats.
Dec 2005 : Wait for results. No work. Aimless.

And now so that the results have come and I have not made it, yet again.
Another year ahead. And another targert. And this time, I am furious with the hunger for success...


So there were things that shouldnt have been but happened. And then there were things that shoulnd have been that didnt happen. And then there were things that shouldnt have been and didnt happen. And there were things that should have had happen. And they did happen. Isn't it the great ball dance which we call life?

That's life (that's life), that's what all the people say
You're ridin' high in April, shot down in May
But I know I'm gonna change that tune
When I'm back on top, back on top in June

I said that's life (that's life), and as funny as it may seem
Some people get their kicks stompin' on a dream
But I don't let it, let it get me down
'cause this fine old world, it keeps spinnin' around

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, a poet, a pawn and a king
I've been up and down and over and out and I know one thing
Each time I find myself flat on my face
I pick myself up and get back in the race

That's life (that's life), I tell you I can't deny it
I thought of quitting, baby, but my heart just ain't gonna buy it
And if I didn't think it was worth one single try
I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, a poet, a pawn and a king
I've been up and down and over and out and I know one thing
Each time I find myself layin' flat on my face
I just pick myself up and get back in the race

That's life (that's life), that's life and I can't deny it
Many times I thought of cuttin' out but my heart won't buy it
But if there's nothin' shakin' come this here July
I'm gonna roll myself up in a big ball a-and die

And yes, I god-damn mean it... Each time I find myself flat on my face
I pick myself up and get back in the race.